My Top 10 favourite songs

1. Thompson Twins-Hold Me Now

 2. Cyndi Lauper- Time After Time

3. Bon Jovi-Always

4. Bloodhound Gang-The Bad Touch 

5. Marilyn Manson- Beautiful People

6. Crazy Town- Butterfly

7. Blur-Song2 

8. Roch Voisine- l'll Always Be There  

9. Snoop Dogg- Gin and Juice

10. Lady Gaga- Million Reasons

Dear Dyslexia

      I  am intelligent, and articulate but I was unable to read, write, or spell at my grade level because of you. I understood my school work but yet my test didn’t show it. Oh how you made feel dumb, I have poor self-esteem and I am easily frustrated and  emotional about reading or testing because of you. I liked to "Zone out" or daydream often and gets lost easily or loses track of time because of you but this okay. I get confused by letters, numbers, words, sequences, or verbal explanations, spells phonetically and inconsistently, because of you. I have difficulty putting thoughts into words; speaks in halting phrases because of you. I am clumsy because of you. I am often confuses with my left and right with because of you. 

Love always Fiona 💋

Coping with someone with schizophrenic Part 1 out 6

   I’ve been through a lot in the last 20 years, my grandparents dying ,my dad dying, my brother being diagnosed with schizophrenia (it’s like my brother has died). My brother had lived with me for a couple years off and on , I knew something wasn’t right but thought maybe he was drinking or drugs but I had no idea what kind of adventurer I was about to journey on for the next 10 years. I had to live with my mom because my apartment had mold in it. My mom noticed that my brother behaviour was kind off. I told her I think he drinking but I was so wrong. He came over to my mom house it was around 3 am  and that was my first glimpse of schizophrenic. My mom got me up  and told me that he is here and he having one  of his episodes. I had no idea at that moment my life will be changed forever. He started saying thaI I was at the bar with Montel Williams and Sylvia Browne and he also got hypnotized by her. He start looking out the window and I stood right be side me and in a different tone of voice and said " I know you know what’s going on". I sat down right beside my mom and I started laughing but I had no idea why I started to laugh but I was so  Petrifying seeing him like that. I had to group myself to stay Focus on my brother and just make sure everything was ok.  

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